not okay
2009-03-23 // 11:55 p.m.

I had been cut-free for four months. And then I forgot how much it sucked to be back here at the bottom again. And I did it. I was so disappointed in myself that I slammed my head into a wall repeatedly until I passed out. I was out for an hour before I woke up again and climbed into bed. I woke up with impaired vision and blood everywhere.

I thought I was done with this, and now I don't know how to start over. And the worst part? My so called "friends" could care less.

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