I thought that maybe, just maybe he cared enought to want to be with me on my days off. He doesn't fucking care. The last couple of days he was gone. He comes back and I had one day of work left until I had four days off. He spends that day and night with other friends. And the next day as well. He got mad when I wanted to spend time with my friends and because I had wanted to spend time with him. I wanted to spend time with my friends because I couldn't handle being by myself.

I still didn't get to go.

And now I just want to cut.

Let all of my hurt and sadness out.

dri21

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