you'd think that after all this time he would want to help me out. want to stop the pain. but no! it's always got to be his way. he doesn't realize that he has to help because if he doesn't i am going to cut off the internet and cable. In three weeks. and in one month and three weeks, if he hasn't done anything to help than i am moving out. i think that not even that would make him want to stay with me, his fiance.

i am tired and pretty soon it's gonna be too late for him to help me. because i am thinking i may just not be around. i may be gone. i may move to a different town or move out and in with a girl friend. or die. option three is the most appealing.

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