[un]perfect
2006-11-30 // 7:33 p.m.

i just can't take it. i know i can't do it---i have her to think about &&what will he say? how do i tell him i'm doing it for him? i know he doesn't realize the things he says hurts me waydowndeep. he has no idea that i feel so [un]human that i need this. i *have* to do this to remind myself i'm just human &&humans aren't supposed to be perfect. but if i feel [un]perfect, i just don't feel good enough for him to love. he of all people, deserves to love something perfect.

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